i never said i'd lie and wait forever
if i died we'd be together
i cant always just forget her
but she could try

at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever ever

get the feeling that you're never
all alone and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
she dies

and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home

and all the wounds that are never gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna...

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Ever gotten hit by a fucking bus. I don't recommend it.

So school really sucks right now because for some reason all of my teachers do nothing for the first couple months of school and then cram everything into the last six weeks. Paper after paper, test after test; it never ends. I am actually thinking of transfering out of NIU next year to somewhere farther away. Last year at Northern was cool but it has lost its novelty now, and too many fucking people go home on the weekends, including myself.

I'm gonna go check out Iowa sometime next semester because I have heard a lot of good things about it, one being that everyone stays for the weekends because it is too far away from home to go home.

I heard Northern was a suitcase school before I came here, but I wasn't too worried about it. Now I realize that  more people go home on the weekends than stay at school. You can tell it is Friday afternoon just by how much quieter it is around campus.

FUCK THIS SEMESTER, and FUCK YOU TOO

I love everyone

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Alright, so I finally made a Xanga site to make Max happy. So there. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?

More later...............................